Saturday, September 1, 2012

What you resist shall persist...until today

     I made the decision to remove "fight" from my life. It just seems to have crept its way into every area of my life and when I stopped to think about it, I don't WANT to spent my life "fighting".... I want to spent it LIVING and LOVING. So today is my official "Freedom from fighting" day. I know that this word did not creep in all unassisted. My thoughts became my words and my words became my actions...then my actions became my habits and soon enough what was a little thought became my reality. So today I give thanks for my free will and the power I have to choose consciously and create my life with deliberate intent. Today I stop fighting forever.

   I will no longer "fight" Cystic Fibrosis..but don't worry- it is because I know that Natalia is perfect and whole and to use such a word as "fight" means I need to battle something. I can not reconcile in my mind how I can trust in God and the universe 100%, have full faith that every moment is as it should be, but then continue to use words such as "fight." Natalia is perfectly created in divine likeness. I choose to focus my attention on the incredible health Natalia enjoys.

   In the same regard, I will no longer "fight" any of the labels I have been given such as Lupus, RSD, fibromyalgia, psoriasis, Hashimoto's, etc,etc. 

   No more do I need to "fight" with companies or people about correcting balances, payment records, academic reports, IEP plans, financial matters, academic needs, maintenance issues or any other matter. I hold the knowing that life is easy and what I put out I will receive back. 

  The end has come for me of "fighting" my husband or his habits, my children and their "resistance" or even the pets and their "disobedience." I know that such things are just a reflection of my prior expectation to fight. I know that my husband is exactly as he should be and everyday he becomes more aware of the power of his intent. He is better than the best father, husband, son and brother I could ever imagine for us. Our children are deeply bonded with us and each other and experience fulfilling relationships that empower them to express their divine lights. Our pets are blessed additions to our family that provide warmth, comfort and unconditional love. Our family looks forward eagerly to the peaceful walk we enjoy nightly with our sweet dog. 

   The truth is, the universe has more than enough of everything to go around and we enjoy such abundant blessings in our lives as individuals and a family that I can't even remember why I ever thought I needed such a word to lean on so frequently. "Fighting" is futile...especially when you're "fighting" yourself. 

 So, stop and think for a minute- is there a word or phrase you find yourself saying frequently? Does it add to your life and your mission? Does it get you closer or farther from your goals? If you stop and think objectively, does that word or phrase reflect the person you desire to be or is it the person you've become? If so, just get rid of it! You are an amazing being of light. You are powerful and capable of creating the life you desire. You are created in divine likeness and abundance & prosperity are your birth right. 

  Pay attention to your words for a few days and then see if a simply change to your vocabulary brings a beautiful shift in your life too ♥.

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